Sunday, 5 August 2012

The joy of being pure to one-self.

So, hi guys.
It's been quite a long time I haven't feasted my eyes on the writings.

If you ask me why I wrote 'the joy of being pure' as the title, the answer is here:

Lately, I've been pondering over how the simplest thing could turn out to be the most perplexing predicament ever. Feelings, the dreaded word. Feelings can be translated into quite many words, and usually depends on the context of the case itself. Nowadays, I admit that it's really hard to think whether the person we have come to talk to is very nice, or they probably have ulterior motives behind it. Not that I feel some sort of ge-er about that one, but... This has got me into daily dose of deep-thinking.

Have you ever had a secret you couldn't tell anyone, one that wasn't yours to share?

I'm in a state of uncertainty right now, and by in a quandary I mean, I've come to realize that letting someone go would be as difficult as you'd imagined possible.
What happened to the good old days we once weave?
What happened to the things we thought we'd never say?
Why should we say goodbye, when there's no longer reason to say hello?
Nobody really knows the accuracy of the answer that people give off.

Who else in this world would've wanted to let go of the person you've always assumed that he's the only one, good reason for you to wake up to?
Who would've thought that things could change the way the time flies, without us realizing that the things we once believed is gonna last, when the fact makes it clear that nothing lasts forever?

Finding the comfort zone you've always needed, is one of the best feelings you'll ever feel. It's neither love, nor affection. It's simply about the measurement of comfort we've always had the urge to gain. Savouring the beautiful smell of red rose, is like letting someone in to your life. Its thorn only displays another hidden meaning. He may be the reason why you smile every each passing day, but you're never going to know when he's gonna hurt you. I'm not saying that having a relationship could turn out to be the way we thought would never happen, basically I'm stating that; either we're gonna feel wounded or not, it's only a matter of time. Yes, I'm just being straightforward.

Tell me how do you feel when right now, you're hanging upon an oak tree, bewildered in the evergreen expanse of the forest, without having people to scream at?

Being broken, is very common. Feeling all nobody-ever-feel-the-way-I-do case, could be a commonplace phrase I have the pleasure of babbling over. Sometimes when we feel like there's no one to hold on to, our state of mind tends to always head for the negatives instead of the opposite; been there, done that. What drives me to the utmost is that, why do I find myself depend my happiness on a guy like you? It makes sense if the reason is "I don't have anyone to handle this with, maybe it's good to have someone to rely on, I feel alone, but hey, a partner to untangle this riddle might be nice, and you were there..."

It's not that I beg for things to always stay the same, it's just that I just feel horrible having a dispersed reality to face upon all over again. Maybe we could give it a try?

Friday, 18 May 2012

Come across.


You.
Comment allez-vous.
Wie geht’s.
How do you do.

You.
As I listen to the raindrops falling on the windowpane, I can’t seem to verbalise all the things I need to spill out.
The idea of worse times returning deteriorated the state of my body.
My escape attempt has done nothing to subdue the hysteria rising up inside me.
I’ve got all my time down the drain, just so you could get the picture of how ravishing you are.

You.
I didn’t realise until now how starved I’ve been for human closeness.
Less sense of love, more of intense pain burrow down to the layers of my skin.
I wish it would’ve condensed, so the wounds will scab over straight away.
Happiness, is just a complete absurdity at this point.
It might not even have felt any different for you, maybe it’s time knowing the brief amount of time we have felt.

You.
Are the very embodiment of hope when there’s no hope.
As I wadded across the flowing stream of the water just to see a glimpse of you, I feel something close to elation, and I let myself savor it.
Wondering what would’ve happened if the word separation doesn’t exist?

You.
During the bitter wakeful hours of the night, feeling wretched, in tatters of how the slightest bit of memory scattered all around me.
From simply-concised words to perplexing ones.
The day you taught me how to use the very basic of english.
See how much I have improved?

Thursday, 17 May 2012

Any ideas?


I have been contemplating about how am I going to be, once I’m being an adult. That must be one, complicating hardwork I’m going to bear later on. Let’s just take a look on my mom’s experience. When she was young, she hardly ever had her mom’s affection, well, actually she had it but not for so long because her mom had passed away when she was only in junior high school. Living the harsh reality of life with only 4 people left at home with no mother at all sounded too miserable for me. All I can ever think about right now is, how am I gonna bear all the pain that leaves once the one and only lady you pour all your burden to is no longer available forever?

But then she managed it all. Even with the smallest amount of money she still could took over her life and be an independent, strongest woman I’ve ever known right now. She told me that she wouldn’t expect that this would happen because back then she was just only an innocent, village girl surrounded with the people who were, frankly, categorized as the people who didn’t own money that much. And I just feel proud of her. I mean, with all the burden she had to carry she still managed to be ok and walk through her life like she had no any sadness or grief. But I know that deep-down inside, I can really guess that she was actually just used to it that from her perspective there is no use of being sad or feeling screwed up because, life, is a long journey and the ending is just a new beginning.

Back to the first paragraph. I want to be a doctor. Well, to be specific, I don’t really know whether I’m going to be a specialist doctor or not, because we all know that in order to become a doctor there has to be loads amount of money and the stationery which doctor uses is, too expensive and I’m just afraid that if I take the risk of it I’m just going to waste my mom’s money. Besides, we really need to be persevere in doing the job. My friend once told me that I’ll succeed in getting the job because she said that I have a strong determination once I’m focused to the thing I love to do, but then I realise that I think I’ll have to think it over, again.

My second choice, focusing on international relations. My mom and my sisters once agreed upon my decision because since I was in elementary school I had already put my pleasure on these 2 languages, english and french. My liking towards language arises as the time goes by. I love talking english and somehow I find myself attracted when people say something in french, not that the language commonly known as the sexiest but I just feel ok to learn more. In junior high I studied arabic from its very basic but not much of it. Now that I’m in high school, I have been studying deutsch. I thought that I’ll have been learning french by now but unfortunately it’s deutsch so I can’t do anything than patiently learning its very basic. At the other side, I don’t mind at all because I’ll gain more languages, and I love languages so I’ll cherish the slightest bit of it. But I know that if I flunk in reaching this one I’ll be fucked up. I have no idea how am I so pessimistic but my thought always wanders through the very worst side of taking decision. How am I going to cope up with life if I, myself can’t make it. Supports, motivations, optimism, where can I get you?

Third choice, my mom wants me to be an agricultural engineer, because she had been wanting to get that job ever since she was in her high school. But it failed, so she ended up being an employee. I try so hard to consider that one, but I’ve always imagined myself how am I gonna look like if I wear the doctor’s robe. That desire develops and grows incessantly and I still can’t decide which one I’m going to choose. 

Decisions, decisions.

Wednesday, 16 May 2012

I've had the time of my life.

2 weeks ago, just like what I’ve told you from the previous post, I finally quenched the urge to watch Secondhand Serenade concert. Three of my friends and I were enjoying it as much as you can imagine us goofing around at the exactly right the very front of row. So, I see that there was no opening band or such, it was supposed to be punctual on the stage at 8.00 pm  but I guess they had to do the checksound first so the show was kind of postponend until 8.30pm. I didn’t expect that Preston Jones (John’s manager) was the first person who showed up on stage. I can judge by how he managed to speak in Bahasa that he’s so impressive I can’t stand it! Speaking of Secondhand’s crew, I think they’re all very nice because John himself said that Indonesia was the best country that he has ever had the experience of travelling to, and he also said that we got the best crowds out of all the countries he had ever been to! By the time you read this sentence you’ll find me dead. Dead amazed by how John is so down-to-earth to all Indonesians!

The inexplicable and matter-of-factly overcrowded queue were definitely worth the wait, it was all paid off by seeing John, pleasantly shouting ‘Jakarta! We’ve come back! Are you guys ready to sing with us?’ Then all of the crowds were delighted and started to sing You And I (since it was the first song, so.), I still can recall what clothes that John wore, he wore a plain white shirt, and he also used a dark brown jacket and I can’t think of any best words to describe him that night. Amazing, more than that. Mind-blowing, beyond that. Unexpectedly performing Fix You right in front of my eyes with all those lyrics that got me tangled in rigid matrix of thought, YES IT WAS. Lol. All those videos of John singing 19 songs had been successfully recorded on Icha’s iTouch, so it just feels right everytime I want to remind how gorgeous he had been since the promotor themselves didn’t allow us to bring any SLR or camera recorder or some sort of any electronic gadgets that have any flash thingy. When You And I ended, John started to sing Stranger as the second song. So funny how the crowds turned from singing happily into shrouded in pain. And it went on and on and on just like that. Here is the setlist of the songs John had managed to sing:

- Maybe
- Your Call (all the people were completely singing the VERY slightest of the lyric)
- Vulnerable
- Awake
- Reach For The Sky (the most likable song to all of you, I reckon. Before John sang this one, he said that to all of us that this song is dedicated to one of his friend who suffer from the pain that he had to go through the harsh reality of life all alone and from John's way of saying this one I feel so touched, especially with the face expression that come up, somehow it just hypnotized us to literally savor the very rhythym he played on the piano)
- Stay Away (I can still remember how he smiled to all of us while saying 'everybody clap your hands!')
- Like A Knife (all serenaders must've known it already, if you were to ask me what's so good about this song I'd really love to introduce you to listen to its drums. You're welcome)
- So Long
- A Twist In My Story (he played this on acoustic guitar and he played this one by himself please you guys, don't force me to write any longer sentence because I couldn't help but admiring this lovable guy)
- Let Me In
- Fix You (Coldplay cover) ------- obviously the death of me ----- all the effort I've been put to hold this up had been totally leaked right at the very first time I recognized the melody of the guitar.
- Stay Close, Don’t Go
- Broken (With a snippet of Fun.’s We Are Young) ------- everyone didn't expect he would bring this up, so as you could imagine, we were all suprised by its sudden melody ---------
- Fall For You
(Intro Richard Marx’s Right Here Waiting) ------- so melodious I've gone mad -------
- Goodbye (tears of joy along with sadness due to John's leaving)

So that's all there was. At first everybody was about to leave, but then John showed up again because everybody around us screamed 'We want John, we want John!' and then, here it comes... The Last Song Ever!

Sunday, 15 April 2012

Recent Activity.

Hi everyone.
So I'm gonna tell you guys of what I've been doing lately.

I'M HAVING HOLIDAYS NIGGA!

Well as you know that I'm having exactly 7 days period of holiday therefore I shall call this "heavenly acceptable." Of course it is. Since the "what I've been doing lately" might consist random topics, I'd like to tell about Secondhand Serenade. What do you expect? :P

Bet you guys already know that they're going to be holding a concert here in tennis indoor senayan on 28th of April 2012. And guess what... I'm gonna watch them! YAY! Actually they've been here (to Indonesia) before when I was in grade 7 but I got no chance of watching them live because my parents wouldn't allow me to be in one of the crowds over there :( but hey, I guess this is worth waiting. As I mentioned before, they're coming back here! So yeah, I'm gonna get the original ticket right before the day the concert will be held. Around Kebayoran Baru, my friend says. I'm going to watch their live performance with 3 of my friends, they are Rezky, Clarissa and Rolina. I've been admiring John Vesely ever since I was in grade 6. The first Secondhand's song I heard was Your Call. (well, who doesn't know the popularity of this song). The chord on guitar for Your Call isn't that hard, in fact, it's the exact opposite. You should look up to it!

Oh and actually I'm kinda hoping that The Script and Bruno Mars will be here soon as well :( because I failed to watch them live. First, The Script promotor managed the concert only for 21+. Yeah yeah you gotta be kidding me, one big question: WHY. Is there any striptease so that under-aged people weren't allowed to have eye on them? Shit just got real. Why didn't it go for another band? I mean... It's The Script! THE FUCKING SCRIPT. Please note this, I want you guys to comeback here, and fuck all the 21+ thingy.
And Bruno Mars. Yes. No need to identify all the things that related to him. Everyone knows. He's been here on 5th April of 2011 and I couldn't see him because the day Adrie Subono determined apparently it was the day approaching UAN so my mom automatically didn't allow me to see him because that time I haven't yet gotten any approval from the high school. Sucks right, I know. So I just watched Bruno Mars' performance on youtube... Well not only watched it from youtube but I also downloaded the masterpiece! Ha. At least I could watch it whenever I have the tendency to do so, unless if my data computer gets formatted... I'll be gone wild over that. Lol.

BREAKING NEWS: Drake has just released the Take Care videoclip and I literally can't stop listening to it, have you guys heard the song? It's been on repeat since the time I wrote the title of the blog lol no it's been on repeat since I opened the mozilla tab yeah whatever. If you guys fancy to see one, check this out! Take Care (Drake Feat. Rihanna) 

Oh and ummm I haven't watched The Hunger Games, Journey to the Mysterious Island, Mirror Mirror, and the other recent movies that is happening on cinema. Is it any good? The movies I've watched are only Titanic 3d (yeah I told you about that in my older post), The Raid (guys this is recommended because this is a go-international one from Indonesia itself and there is Iko Uwais who is good-looking and charming and really attractive yeah once you get to see this movie your reaction will be... Astounded. Astonished. Surprised. Flabbergasted. Yeah that's for me, but everyone has different perspectives so that's okay). Lately I don't watch movie that much because I don't know... The intensity of boredom I'm having is so inevitable that it makes me become a lazy person. I don't tweet as much as I usually do either, I don't know it's just that if I become too fussy on someone's timeline they would click the spam button or they would feel irritated if my idea doesn't fit with theirs. So if you guys are asking what have I been doing exactly lately, the answer is crystal clear. What else other than blogging? :P I've been scrolling down through my facebook photo and  guess what... As a result, I'm pretty much missing my 9A. My girls. My family. What have you guys been up to? I wish I could hug you guys any minute now. *backsound: Glee - Perfect*



Oh and I've been reading The Lost Hero. One of Rick Riordan's amazing novel. I haven't read that much either, so I couldn't tell you guys what's inside it. This is the cover of the book. If you guys that type of person who enjoy Greek or Romans or anything related to Zeus/Poseidon/Hades, you should really have time to read this one:

  

And for those who are going to be having National Examination tomorrow, I hope each and everyone of you be blessed by God, I hope that God makes an easiest way for you all to pass it. Just believe that God have mercy upon us, so, have a best of luck. Especially for my only seniors, Detasment - Destvel 70. All I know is that becoming successful is your future. Keep the spirit up. :)

 Last but not least, happy holiday everyone!

Friday, 13 April 2012

Thomas Jeffrey Hanks.

Have I told you my current liking towards Tom Hanks?
Oh, yes, I just did. And right now, I want to share some facts about him.
He was born in Concord, California on the 9th of July 1956. He's old I know, but  come on, age problem doesn't matter as long as he got something amazing under that, right?

First. I was impressed by the way he acts in "The Da Vinci Code" which was filmed in the year 2006.

The story tells the investigation started by symbolist Professor Robert Langdon and a good-looking cryptologist, Sophie Neveu, around the murder of a Museum Louvre's curator. Symbologist Robert Langdon is thrown into a mysterious and bizarre murder. Alongside Langdon is the victims granddaughter and cryptologist Sophie Neveu, who with Robert discovers clues within Da Vinci's paintings. To further find the truth, Robert and Sophie travel from Paris to London, whilst crossing paths with allies and villains such as Sir Leigh Teabing and Silas. Wherever their path takes them, their discovery which is about to be revealed could shake the foundations of mankind. Unless Langdon and Neveu can decipher the labyrinthine puzzle in time, the Priory's secret and a stunning historical truth, will be lost forever.

Second. For those of you who enjoy watching Sci-Fi movie, must have favorited this one.

Despite his notorious relationship with the Roman Catholic church, Harvard symbologist Robert Langdon is once again called upon to decipher the clues to a catastrophic conspiracy. Following the murder of a physicist, Father Silvano Bentivoglio, a symbolist, Robert Langdon, and a scientist, Vittoria Vetra, are on an adventure involving a secret brotherhood, the Illuminati. Clues lead them all around the Vatican, including the four altars of science, Earth, Air, Fire and Water. An assassin, working for the Illuminati, has captured four cardinals, and murders each, painfully. Robert and Vittoria also are searching for a new very destructive weapon that could kill millions.

Third. This is not about a movie but a book. A book concerning Robert Langdon which is entitled...


This is about a Harvard symbologist, Robert Langdon, who is summoned to give a lecture at the United States Capitol, with the invitation apparently from his mentor, a 33rd degree mason named Peter Solomon, who is the head of the Smithsonian Institution. Solomon has also asked him to bring a small, sealed package which he had entrusted to Langdon years earlier. When Langdon arrives at the Capitol, however, he learns that the invitation he received was not from Solomon, but from Solomon's kidnapper, Mal'akh, who has left Solomon's severed right hand in the middle of the Capitol Rotunda in a recreation of the Hand of Mysteries. Mal'akh then contacts Langdon, charging him with finding both the Mason's Pyramid, which Masons believe is hidden somewhere underground in Washington D.C., and the Lost Word. Pretty much recommended to all of you who are interested in reading mysteries plot. Too bad they haven't yet filmed this one...

Fourth, I admired his act when he was in "The Terminal".


Viktor Navorski, a man from an Eastern European country arrives in New York. However after he left his country war broke out. Suddenly Navorski is a man without a country - or one that the U.S. cannot recognize, thus he is denied entrance to the U.S. However, he also can't be deported so he is told by the Security Manager that he has to remain in the airport until his status can be fixed. And also Navorski doesn't speak English very well, so he cannot talk to or understand anyone. But he somehow adapts and sets up residence in the airport, which makes the man who placed him there unhappy, as it seems he is in line for a promotion but Navroski's presence might complicate that. So he tries to get Navorski to leave but Navorski remains where he is. Navorski makes friends with some of the people who work in the airport and is attracted to a flight attendant he runs into whenever she comes in.

Fifth. Extremely Loud And Incredibly Close. This movie is actually not really about Tom Hanks himself, in this movie he was just being a father who was killed in 9/11 tragedy so, yeah.


 Sixth. He was also involved in Forrest Gump, well yeah, who doesn't know this movie.

 I bet most of you guys already knew the movie plot, so let's just skip this off.

Seventh. Yes, The Money Pit.

The story begins with attorney Walter Fielding and his girlfriend Anna Crowley learning of his father Walter Sr.’s wedding in Rio de Janeiro, after escaping the country after having  millions of dollars from their musician clients. The next morning, the couple hears noises and are surprised to find workmen putting furnishings around their apartment and a man asking them, "you’re still here?!" It becomes clear that Walter and Anna do not own the apartment; it belongs to Anna's ex-husband Max Beissart), a self-loving conductor who has returned unexpectedly early from a tour in Europe and intends to take up residence again.

Eighth. Comedy movie.


Happy-go-lucky advertising executive David Basner (Tom Hanks) who recently got a promotion at his  Chicago ad agency, returns to work from a vacation. He is utterly carefree until his parents split up after 36 years of marriage. Out of the blue, he must care for his aging, bitter father, Max, as well as be there for his emotionally fragile mother, Lorraine. To add insult to injury, Max has just been fired from his 35-year career in the garment industry. At work, David is developing a commercial for Colonial Airlines, owned by the rich and eccentric Andrew Woolridg. A successful ad campaign would likely promote David to partner in his company. David develops a relationship with Woolridge's daughter, no-nonsense Cheryl Ann Wayne. His father is well aware of David's playboy nature. Asking at one point if his son is in bed with a woman, Max adds: "Anybody you know?"

Ninth. Tom Hanks won the Academy Award for Best Actor.

Andrew Beckett (Tom Hanks) is a senior associate at the largest corporate law firm in Philadelphia. Although he lives with his partner Miguel Álvarez, Beckett is not open about his  homosexualityat the law firm, nor the fact that he has AIDS. On the day he is assigned the firm's newest and most important case, one of the firm's partners notices a small lesion on Beckett's forehead.
 
 Tenth. Yes. Sleepless In Seattle.

Sam Baldwin, a Chicago architect, loses his wife Maggie to cancer. He and his young son Jonah start new lives in Seattle, but Sam still grieves. 18 months later, on Christmas Eve 1992, Jonah—who wants his father to find a new wife—calls into a talk radio show. Jonah persuades Sam to go on the air to talk about how much he misses Maggie. Hundreds of women from around the country hear the program, and touched by the story, write to Sam.

Eleventh. The movie has the unusual distinction of being partly in the Judezmo language. As of July, 2006, there were only five movies in the entire IMDB that are even partially in the Judeo-Spanish language. Much of the film was shot on location in Israel, mostly in Jerusalem.


Twelfth. The film depicts his successful attempts to survive on the island using remnants of his plane's cargo, as well as his eventual escape and return to society.

Thirteenth. Road to Perdition. Something about murder.


Fourteenth. Catch Me If You Can. Yes baby. DiCaprio and Hanks were both involved in this movie.
The ending credits reveal that Frank has been happily married for 26 years, has three sons, lives in the Midwest, is still good friends with Carl, has caught some of the world's most elusive money forgers, and earns millions of dollars each year because of his work creating unforgeable checks.

Fifteenth. Cloud Atlas is an upcoming German made English-language historical/science fiction film. The directors wrote the screenplay based on the 2004 novel of the same name by David Mitchell.With an ensemble cast to cover the film's multiple storylines, production began in September 2011 at Studio Babelsberg in Germany. The film is scheduled to be released in October 2012. Can't wait for it.

Oh and, Tom Hanks were also included in Toy Story 2 and The Simpsons Movie. He fills up the voice for some of the characters. I think that he's as astounding as DiCaprio. (Well it's just that Tom Hanks is much older than him but I don't mind at all.)

Titanic (1997)


Hi.
It’s been awhile since the last time I posted something on my blog.

So yesterday I watched Titanic in 3D (I know right, this film has always been kind of repeated by RCTI or the other TV programmes every once in a year) and it’s too bad that some of the scenes are partially censored just like the ones they usually broadcast on TV. I watched this flick because I commemorate 100 years history of the so-called unsinkable ship which was actually sunk on the 12th of April 1912. (was it really 12 or 14? Between that date, I suppose.)

Back then when I was 7 years old I was somehow frantically obsessed by the movie, especially the soundtrack entitled My Heart Will Go On by Celine Dion. My sort of obsession increases every time I watched this movie that it comes to the idea of looking for the perfect melodies for this song in Pianika. Sounds dumb I know but I still (quite) remember what is the exact tone for it, kyaaa.

Funny how a (more or less) 6 hours love story tragically ended in just a blink of an eye. A third class man met a first class 17-year-old woman in Titanic. The ship was incredibly huge, and there were 2000 passengers making their way back to America. 5 minutes before Titanic sails to the sea, Jack Dawson and Fabrizio was still playing with a pack of cards that will change one of their lives, with the other two men. Lucky bastard, Jack won the lottery and he deserved the Titanic ticket. Then he successfully got into Titanic. While Rose considered that it was just a slave ship that would take her to America to engage Cal Hockley.



Rose feel suffocated that she decided to jump down to the coldness of Atlantic water. And then Jack came. (which is actually one of my favorite of all time scenes). I love the way Jack prevented Rose to jump down by saying, “It would hurt. I’m not saying it wouldn’t. Tell you the truth, I’m a lot more concerned about that water being so cold. Freezing, maybe a couple of degrees over. In Wisconsin, they have some of the coldest winters around. I grew up there, near Chippewa Falls. I remember when I was a kid, me and my father went ice fishing out on Lake Wissota. I fell through some thin ice, and I’m telling you, water that cold, like right down there... It hits you like a thousand knives stabbing you all over your body. You can’t breathe, you can’t think, at least not about anything but the pain, which is why I’m not looking forward to jumping in there after you. Like I said, I don’t have a choice. I guess I’m kinda hoping you’ll come back over the railing and get me off the hook here.”



And I love how Jack Dawson, in the scene where he was having an extravagant dinner with the fine people, says, “I got everything I need right here with me, I got air in my lungs, a few blank sheets of paper. I mean, I love waking up in the morning not knowing what’s gonna happen or, who I’m gonna meet, where I’m gonna wind up. Just the other night I was sleeping under a bridge and now here I am on the grandest ship in the world having champagne with you fine people. I figure life’s a gift and I don’t intend on wasting it. You don’t know what hand you’re gonna get dealt next. You learn to take life as it comes at you... To make each day count.” Bet you 10 bucks young Leo’s more appealing every time he says something wise.



Ladies and gentlement, due to all the shudder that I have whenever the scene is getting deeper, I have to pee first. Lol. But don’t worry, of course I won’t miss the ultimate scene so stay tuned.

And here it comes. When Rose’s mother forbids her to see Jack ever again, Jack, with his surprising idea comes up and pulls Rose into an empty hallway and says, “Rose, you’re no picnic all right? You’re a spoiled little brat even, but under that, you’re the most amazingly, astounding, wonderful girl, woman that I’ve ever known. (yeah Jack but too bad it doesn’t last long). I know how the world works. I’ve got ten bucks in my pocket, I have nothing to offer you and I know that. I understand, but I’m too involved now. You jump, I jump remember? I can’t turn away without knowing you’ll be all right... That’s all what I want. They’ve got you trapped Rose, you’re gonna die if you don’t break free. Maybe not right away because you’re strong but sooner or later, that fire that I love about you... That fire’s gonna burn out.” Told you the scene is getting attached to melancholy line.



Tears were streaming down when the grandest Titanic already out of sight. Remember when Jack says he’s a good swimmer? And yes, he really is, insisting his body to feel the coldness of the Atlantic water. And with all the strengths that left, he still managed to say, “Listen, Rose. You’re gonna get out of here, you’re gonna go on and you’re gonna make lots of babies and you’re gonna watch them grow. You’re gonna die an old... An old lady warm in her bed, not here, not this night. Not like this, do you understand me? Winning that ticket, Rose, was the best thing that ever happened to me... It brought me to you. And I’m thankful for that, Rose. I’m thankful. You must do me this honor. Promise me you’ll survive, that you won’t give up, no matter what happens, no matter how hopeless. Promise me now, Rose, and never let go of that promise. Never let go.” If your heart beats stronger and your body trembles that means we’re the same normal people. Come, Josephine, in my flying machine... Going up, she goes up, up she goes...



Here’s to you guys who have been waiting to the ultimate scene of all. Well, the upcoming scene would be just ordinary words to several of you but for me, this one indeed has my attention. I did cry like a baby every time this scene is being displayed. When the old Rose Calvert says, “I’ve never spoken of him until now, not to anyone, not even your grandfather. A woman’s heart is a deep ocean of secrets. But now you know there was a man named Jack Dawson and that he saved me, in every way that a person can be saved. I don’t even have a picture of him. He exists now... Only in my memory.”